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Friday, June 25, 2010
I can't get this out of my head. Even just seeing you makes me feel so distant from you. It shouldn't feel like. It should never feel like that with anyone. That's how much we've grown apart these past months. I hope you've realized things are different, and I hope you don't think this is gunna be like this forever. Because it shouldn't. I know it's probably all my fault were not close, because I let our past get in between now, but after this time it's hard to change that habit. I cope with what I can, and it's not always that easy to cope with. I want to talk to you I really do, but I just find that i'm being annoying. Or maybe you won't want to talk. And even if you did, it'd still be hard, with the fact that I still like you .. alot. I don't know why, the feelings are just there. I can't control or stop them. I don't know if I want them to stop or if I don't. I always seem to write something to you when you sign onto msn, then just end up erasing it 2 seconds later. A simple hi, always gets erased out of the conversation box. I hate how we're not even close anymore, seriously though. I feel like if I'm not WITH you, it's not possible. When really it is, but that would mean listening to you talk about other girls and your problems, and trust i'd love to help but that's another thing I just cannot cope with. I'm sorry. |
Goodbye.
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