Let me hear you call my name.
MelissaLaughlin.
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Outgoing.Alcohol.Parties.Love.
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
Sorry you feel that way ..I've been a bitch lately to you maybe. If you think I don't care. I'm just confused like .. I hear shit but I don't want to confront you about it cous what if the friendship got let go? I don't want that. But maybe you're leading me to it? I don't know. You're gunna drop me in high school apparently? Maybe that's why I stay away sometimes, to get to close, knowing you're dropping me? Well really what's the point of that. Why build up so many memories to know they'll be thrown away in the end. To just remember the good times.. wth? To remember that we actually had the best friendship ever, but know it was just going to be ended, with a flash as soon as we step through those doors in high school. Sorry, but no. If that's the way you thought it was going down, sorry but no. Yeah,I would love to pretend everything's okay for now to make it last, really I would. That's what i've been doing since the September I knew EVERYTHING that was going to happen. But I don't want to fight reality anymore, I can't. You can't actually think erything's gunna go down good for our last and only year. Why not just let me go now? Cous you'll have no one?.. actually, ye you will. Why lead me on in a friendship if you don't care either. Dont assume that i'm the only one who doesn't care, cous I actually do care about hanging on to this. Why go through so much together, to know that it's gunna be gone. I don't get it. Moving on.. him. How could you do that, do that to me. Say all that stuff to him, how could you.. I dare you to break up with her, and if she cries you get two bucks, kaythanks. reallly appreciate it. You could have told me you liked him, honestly I would have listened, But you kept it in, and decided to do all this other shit. Behind my back, kisses on the cheek. HELLLLNO. Kay yeah he's not mine anymore not right now. That doesn't make an invitation for you to get @ that. He tells me everything. Everything you've done, said. To him. While I was with him. & I can see it too, i'm not blind. I'm not making a bitch move here either, making you look like a bad guy. I just want to get out what I can't say to your face. I don't want this friendship to end.. like, you're like my sister, you're fam. I look @ you like that. & it kills, how I thought everything was okay, and then everything came OUT. All I have to say is how could you do that, as to be so shallow. How could you.. you're own bestfriend... |
Goodbye.
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