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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
What the hell is my problem? by the way; maybs I didn't confront you yesterday cous I didn't want to start the issues in front of everyone, and make it awkward? I don't want to be writing this from blog to blog but yeah.. & don't say I wasn't gunna confront you. I was, first thing Monday, jus saying. & I dont want a fight witchu, I just let out what I feel. & why are you so sure I believed everything. I didn't say that. In the beggining, clearly stated danoe waddafcks going on either. I didn't jump to a conclusion, cous you ARE my bestfriend. & yeah bestfriend's are supposed to think the best of the other. But you never know. Anything can happen. Especially the fact, that chu were gunna drop me in highschool, for the first bit. I don't know what i'm supposed to think. & once again don't believe I assumed. I didn't even know it was in the beginning, cous I heard this what, later on. I didn't confront you, because at first i didn't know what to believe. I didn't want you to think I assumed, and doubted you as a bestfriend, thanks ver much. Which right now, you think I am? I'm not doubting you, i'm getting out what I feel. & to be honest, I feel intimidated by you. I shouldn't cous your my bhess, but I don't know. I just do. Cous you think i'm so much better than you, I'm not. You're smarter, ya got more mains, truthful ones, ya pretttier. It's not low, or shallow; I didn't believe it. I wasn't on any sides, nothing. I just took it in. & I was more hella surprised which is another part of the reason I ner confronted. Nothing was even wrong between us, at least not what I knew? I didn't think you would do that shit either, but I was just fucccckin stunned. I didn't know what to do, so I let it go. I didn't bother with it. Sure, it was in my head, all the times we were, what making good memories. But yeah I let it go while we could. < cous once again, I thought I was being droppped in hs. I'm not faking the friendship either, not playing some sort of role. And i'm not picking him over you. I'm not taking fucking sides. I care about chu both. I hear what he's gotta say, then i come to confront you Monday, kay that's bad. Hearing both sides is bad? Once AGGGAIN, i didn;t say the fucking accusations were true maaaaaaaan. Where'd you getttt that. & How am I choosing you over him, & you're saying I always ditched him for you. No? where does that come from too. & I thought you were the one who always said, go chilll with him, yeah go chill, it's okay. yeah sure sometimes I went, if I didnt it wouldnt work out. But I didnt always go, you're my bhest, I wouldn't ditch you, if you were doing nadding. yeah sometiems, you were with others, or you were playying ball, so I went, mygooooosh. So yeah hypocritical? I could say the same. |
Goodbye.
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