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A feeling that would never change.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Now you don't have to read this, maybe you don't care about this, but I need to get it out because it is driving me crazy. Maybe it's harsh, but it's as I see it. You don't care; and don't tell me you do. I'm doing everything I can to believe you when you tell me you care,I am. Don't tell me "yeah yeah, i understand." Coz no, you don't. If you did maybe you'd be sincere. Maybe you would care. But to me as it looks, you don't. You don't care that i'm dying, you don't care that i'm breaking, if you did you'd be helping me patch up. Not as a "couple" as a bestfriend..what were supposed to be. Yeah I get it, and I believeyou, it is hard for you too; and I know that, and I trust you on that; but really, i'm breaking down more than you could ever imagine, and I don't think it's going to stop. I'm sorry if you find this rude and i'm sorry if you disagree, with what i'm saying; but it's something I gotta say. And i'm not gunna lie, without you; it's hard..very. You were my everything, and it's hard to let your everything go and just move on. I can't move on. Yeah, maybe it's something I have to do; well I know it is, but i'm taking my time..Coz waiting for you; makes me believe in what I love, and shows me how much I cared, and that way I know it's real; or that it was real. And I will wait, for you; as long as you're always sure one day you might come back. I can't force that and I won't force that. I can wish for that, and i will wish for that. I'm not saying I would never go back, because I definitley would with a blink of an eye; cause this affects me, alot. Maybe you don't understand that, maybe you can't understand that, How someone can love like that; well they can, and i do. It's something i've never felt before; and i won't let it go; i still love you, with all my heart, and that's something, that can't change. |
Goodbye.
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