Let me hear you call my name.
MelissaLaughlin.
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No one is.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
To get it straight out, I get it if you think I don’t. I understand how you feel and I understand that you’re getting peeved off with me; and a sorry means nothing. I can say it, but I won’t get it through, No one ever can. I’m not looking to say sorry, I shouldn’t HAVE to say sorry. It’s not like I don’t want to be there for you, or have you be there for me, because I do you’re my best friend and I think you should know that. Even when I’m not with you every second, you should know it. I care and I always have. To see you write everything on your blog, and know it’s about me, yeah that hurts too, and yeah I get it, it’s what it’s for, but let me just say I’m not perfect. You know that, I make mistakes, and I can’t fulfill everything you want. I’m not a super girl, and you’re not asking me to be, all you’re asking for is a best friend, and I give that to you as much as I have. “Just because someone doesn’t show it like you want them to, doesn’t mean they’re not trying with all they have.” I do try, to make it all good when things get rough. When you confront me about a problem or situation you have with me, I’m all ears and I listen. I don’t throw your words away, and the problems, I try to fix, but for some of them I have no choice to fix, because it’s not in my hands, and I can’t let go of it. When you do think I’m leaving you there all alone, I don’t think you see my side of it. You could have sat with me those times when you left. You didn’t have to leave; I didn’t ask you to leave, more than less I wanted you to be there. I’m not trying to be rude when I go somewhere else and I’m definitely not trying to piss you off, but you’re so focused on my mistakes when I leave and what I do wrong, that you don’t realize that maybe you make some mistakes too. Don’t get me wrong, I never have one thought that I don’t make mistakes, but I do know that you do too, and I never get offended by it, because that’s what happens. Mistakes are mandatory and I’m not perfect, and that’s life, live it; love it; and learn from it. Without mistakes, we wouldn’t be who we are. Just remember that next time you want to confront me about something, about a mistake I’ve made and how you don’t like it, that you make them too, and both of us do not make perfect.-ML |
Goodbye.
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