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All I want is..
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
So I didn't want it to turn out like this. How it is now, not even acting like "us" anymore, it feels like it's just me and just you. I do try, and I'm sure people can tell you that, but why doesn't it work, why am I waiting here for you to make the move, if I want it bad enough trust me I'll make the effort, but I don't want to all the time. I don't want to have to do that, and it's not because "Your the girl, and you're older you should talk first" no it's not like that, because if it was girls would be more sick of it than they already are. I hate the fact how what now we hug once a week? because you're embarrassed in front of your friends? what, tell me what, that makes no sense, cause they do already know. Or you won't even hold my hand anymore, when they tried yesterday you said your "sick", maybe you are, but you can hold my hand..I don't care if your sick..It's not like I don't appreciate you anymore because you won't, it's just what a couple does,true. I thought I got it through your head that we had to make a change that day I talked to you, and we were all okay, that lasted for what, 15 minutes. And sure, we talk more now, but someone who didn't know a thing wouldn't consider us a couple, from the outside, just saying. I don't know what happened, but I'd like to.. To be honest, I'm sick of this, and I've told you that. Do you not get how, were letting this go. It's slipping through our fingers, and you don't even realize, does that mean you don't care? Coz you told me you did, if you do show me, because I'm doubting the fact that you even want this anymore. I can say straight up, I do want this, and I'd do anything to save this from wherever it's going, but can you say that, could you feel the same. Could you be the way you used to, because right now I don't know you. Just to let you know, your friends are calling you out to..About how you're flirting every single second, and how your never with me. They tell you for the better, how doing that doesn't get you anywhere with us right now. All I want to know is you care, it's not alot to ask for really, I just want to know. Because if you don't care I don't know what else to do to fix it, so if you don't i'd rather you tell me now, other than telling me something that's not true..It's all i'm asking for, respect. |
Goodbye.
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