Let me hear you call my name.
MelissaLaughlin.
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For when you looked me in the eyes, i was sold.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
It surprises me how much I really need you, you know in the beginning you don’t really know what exactly it is you need. Seriously, I’ve fallen head over heels for you and there’s no doubt on that. It also surprises me that the one I’ve fallen for is my best friend, I don’t regret that. There are certain people that just give you butterflies, true? And there are certain people that just make it seem like everything’s okay when really, nothing is alright. Be thankful for those people, because they don’t come around often. I myself think I should be more thankful, it’s just I get so shy. And I don’t know how to tell you that when you think I’m avoiding you or ignoring you, but I’m just shy and maybe a little bit scared sometimes. :$ But I need to pull my act together before it’s too late, because maybe someday something will happen right before my eyes, without a second glance. It’ll come as a shock, and why am I even shy, I don’t know… I shouldn’t be really, it’s not any different from before we started going out, so what’s my issue. From this day, I’m changing, or at least I’ll try to change, not change everything, but actually fight for this. Because to tell you the honest truth, with no you, I don’t know what’d I’d do. So listen, when I’m not making the move to talk to you, talk to me. When you think I’m avoiding, come see me. When I’m doing something maybe I shouldn’t, confront me about it. Because this, yes this will make it the bit stronger. And I think we really should make an effort, because you’re leaving in what, 11 days. And for us to pull through it and keep it going, would absolutely make my day. For us to be lasting when you come back, would make my day. For us to get through these up’s and down’s and realize the up’s and down’s are over nothing, yes that would very much make my day. Let’s pass through these little fights, and stop this shit nonsense, it’s not necessary, no lies. Someday if you feel like giving up, remember why we held on for so long in the first place anyways. So baby, let’s make it through, and prove everyone who thought we couldn’t do this wrong. Look where we are now. <3 |
Goodbye.
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