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i'm not perfect.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
I seriously don't get it, aren't you supposed to be my hero, Well no bad job. You are far from that. I need a hero to get me away from you. Aren't we supposed to be close well no were far from that to. I feel like i'm never good enough for you, like .. like you expect me to be perfect. I can't be perfect, although I try to , to prove myself to you. But no matter what I do it's never good enough. You tell me that you dont want perfection you just want my effort. If you really don't want perfection why am I forced to perfect ? What, then I get in trouble because you assume that I don't put in any effort, like wtf.. Do you know that i'm scared of you, whenever you come around I just expect the yelling and the put downs. I hate that feeling you know, I really do. The way it feels when you put me down, it hurts. Especially coming from you, not like I wouldn't expect that. "You don't even know how to control your own life." Shutup man im only 13 am I supposed to know everything, do you know everything ? I didn't think so. And you know at some point I thought you were getting better, starting to understand this is hurting me. After these actions I guess not. I thought you told me "Things are gunna change now that I know this." Oh psht, eat that bullcrap of a promise. I thought you were much better than this, I guess I was wrong ? Obviously .. yes. Now honestly tell me is it really that hard to understand and put together, this is not going to be fixed. So why bother wasting my time trying to fix it .. This Is Done. |
Goodbye.
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