Let me hear you call my name.
MelissaLaughlin.
Taken by KeiseanT so no holllas please.
Outgoing.Alcohol.Parties.Love.
More than words.
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Friday, October 22, 2010
Stupid little cunt.Friday, August 20, 2010
I swear everything feels so much better now.Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Everyone takes her in as some fucking goody goody girl. She's not at all, she shit talks like everyone else, hypocritical like everyone else, not everything that comes out of her mouth is full truth either, like we all do. She acts like she's so much better than everyone else, when really she's like us all.Monday, July 26, 2010
I finally understand the meaning "It's like reading the same book over and over, you already know the ending." And quite frankly, I believe that 100 %. I finally take it in I don't need you, nor will I again. There's someone else out there, and I know that for a fact. I told you the day you told me your done, I won't come back, and it's a for sure thing, and you told me, so I've moved on and getting on with other ish. Honestly, I don't need that. I'm much better than that, and I've come to realize it after time. I'm not going to let myself be held back by someone who doesn't even want me, not anymore. It's like reading the same book over and over and I definitely don't want the same ending; which is why I need to pick up a different book and flip the pages. I won't say I regret anything, because I don't; and there's no need to live with regret. I'll remember the good days still, but in order to continue to move on I got to think of the bad, and keep that in my head. I certainly am done for good, with you. And when you said "just get over it already, im not coming back." it pissed me off, cause you think im so damn hung on you, when really I'm not. I've moved on a while back, and I didn't need you telling me were done for good, to realize that. It's something I did ON MY OWN AND FOR MYSELF. I don't have much to say anymore, cause I've told you all I had to I guess. You blew the chance to even be friends, so byeeee; kthanks.So much to say.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
I'm.So.Damn.Sick.And.Tired.Of.This. I really am, and you don't even understand. It's been far too long to hold onto someone like this. I've never held on this long with so much feeling left stills. It's not supposed to be like this. It should never have gone on this long. My feelings, I mean. The ones that are stuck there. That I cannot get rid of, god damnit, it's annoying. Because I'm sitting on my ass waiting for something that will never be coming back, and no matter how much I want to get back out there I can't. It doesn't seem right to be with anyone. I can't find it in me to even get back in anything. I'm not saying it's your fault, because really it's mine. I could let go, it's not like your making me .. but it's much more complicating than that really .. because .. I don't even know how to explain this. But something's holding me there. Maybe I'm slowly getting over it and not realizing it. I.Don't.Know. But I hate how you can walk around so happy. Or how you already had girlfriends. It sucks for me, cause I want that happiness back I had before. Doesn't have to be with you, but with anyone. And it's hard to gain that back now .. I wonder if I cross your mind. I used to wonder if you dated to get over me, but I highly doubt that. Because I've realized you've obviously let me go for a reason. I guess I'm not good enough for you anymore, and I guess I never will be. Maybe it's time I get back up and not let you knock me down again. Because like someone said It's like reading the same book over and over again .. you already know the ending, and sometimes that ending isn't so great. It's time to start a new book. Maybe it's about time I move on .. if I can, that is.Friday, June 25, 2010
I can't get this out of my head. Even just seeing you makes me feel so distant from you. It shouldn't feel like. It should never feel like that with anyone. That's how much we've grown apart these past months. I hope you've realized things are different, and I hope you don't think this is gunna be like this forever. Because it shouldn't. I know it's probably all my fault were not close, because I let our past get in between now, but after this time it's hard to change that habit. I cope with what I can, and it's not always that easy to cope with. I want to talk to you I really do, but I just find that i'm being annoying. Or maybe you won't want to talk. And even if you did, it'd still be hard, with the fact that I still like you .. alot. I don't know why, the feelings are just there. I can't control or stop them. I don't know if I want them to stop or if I don't. I always seem to write something to you when you sign onto msn, then just end up erasing it 2 seconds later. A simple hi, always gets erased out of the conversation box. I hate how we're not even close anymore, seriously though. I feel like if I'm not WITH you, it's not possible. When really it is, but that would mean listening to you talk about other girls and your problems, and trust i'd love to help but that's another thing I just cannot cope with. I'm sorry.Thursday, June 24, 2010
CONGRATULATIONS MY FELLOW 2010 GRADUATES! we did it. We accomplished our jk-8 years. I've been in the same school with some of you since jk, and others for not so many, the time we've spent together whether it was long or short has not made a difference in the family we've become. We should be honored to have such a close class. We're more like a family. We've overcome most of the things a family could. We've gotten into huge fights, but we've worked it out maturely and it brought us even closer together. This class is something we should never ever forget. As our valedictorian said, we were each others childhood and inspirations. We were each others reasons to smile. We should be grateful to have such respectful surrounding classmates. We were brought up with no lack of respect, especially for each other. Wherever high school may lead us. Whether it's meeting new friends, or staying close with the same crowd, the moments we've shared will be moments, that all of us should keep close in our hearts. I know for a fact each and every single one of you, will be remembered. I hope each of you remember your past, which was our 2010 class. If we pass by in the halls say a friendly hi, eat lunch at the same table as one another some days, because our class is something that can't be let go of. Each and everyone of you are also my inspiration. To try in school, to have a reason to want to keep going. Remember that, without each other we wouldn't have learned have the things we know today. We will always be the class of 2010. We will always be a family. Our memories will always be cherished. Good luck with wherever this road takes all of you. I love you guys, my class of 2010. (L) |
Goodbye.
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